tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4013374743647032923.post1093366128032961911..comments2023-04-29T09:03:45.315-04:00Comments on One Night to Search for Truth: RealizationBeth Beck Landhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07323851012594000920noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4013374743647032923.post-71162467764211359642009-07-08T23:09:58.812-04:002009-07-08T23:09:58.812-04:00i've recently come to the realization that i&#...i've recently come to the realization that i'm rather uptight, love things to be just a certain way (aka, my way or close to it), and get annoyed easily when people don't bend to it. i hate this about me, but at the same time accept it... sometimes i refuse to believe it and pretend i'm the free flowing spontaneous up for whatever kind of girl that i always imagined myself to be. but in reality that's not me, and it'd take a lot of effort and a lengthy amount of time for that to change.<br /><br />perhaps this is why we get along, because we understand how neurotic we can be while refusing to fully admit to it. so we both go on pretending that we're those carefree individuals who are all about just enjoying life, when in reality we crave the full on structure and demand that people understand that about us.<br /><br />i love this post by the way, because it comes at a time where i can fully understand what you are saying and agree with you.<br /><br />have i told you i love you lately... and how ridiculous we both can be. (in a super awesome amazing good way... of course.) :-DKayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15716633472377960380noreply@blogger.com